When I think about what I want to be when I "Grow Up" it has meant a variety of things to me. My dreams are always evolving and changing. This is to be expected as my goals in life morph and work around my mindset, age and knowledge. My 5 year old brain is different from my 15 year old brain and from my 25 year old brain. I often hear people comment "If I could only be a child again." Sure it was fantastic to play outside for hours and not worry about paying a mortgage, taking your dog to the vet and what's for dinner. But my mind back then was undeveloped (heck even today I still have a lot to learn). I would not want to revert back to a time when I didn't know everything I know today.
Here are some examples of how my life has changed.
At age 5 I wanted to grow up and become a dancer.
I found out my pixie like frame was great for jumping and bouncing around, but my soon to be large feet would hinder me from looking good in dancing shoes.
Now I own shoes that fool you into thinking my foot isn't a size 10. (And I still have my size 2 tap shoes to fantasize with).
At age 6 I was convinced I was a princess and had the crown to prove it!
I realized I may be Daddy's Little Princess but the royalty checks never came from Britain. (Wonder if they went to the same address my Royal invitation went to?)
Instead I found a man who treats me like a queen.
At age 7 I was thoroughly convinced I was an animal/wild creature/mystical. I would gallop around the house, make animal noises and as the below photo demonstrates- conned my Mother into making me a unicorn for Halloween. I wore this costume long after Halloween had ended. In fact I wore this costume until my head wouldn't fit in it anymore.
When I went to school and realized none of the other kids galloped instead of skipped I started to question the true mystical powers I might be possessing.
I find my creativity is now better put into writing.
I wanted to be a farmer and have a rambling farm with chickens, cows and a field of daisies. Dad let us on the mower, but only when parked.
Today I took these skills and have a nice sized backyard with tons of flowers and a great vegetable garden. I have the occassional stray bunny in my backyard and would still like to get a chicken.
At age 10 my Mom entered the fair and won Best In Show! She pushed me to start baking and I eventually won a blue ribbon.
Now my baked goods are asked for by co-workers.
As I continue to grow as a person and cough *age* I can only hope that I look as great in fur, a feathered hat , funny glasses and costume jewelery as I did at the age of 11.